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Last night, I had the chance to reread personal emails, and fb private messages. I recalled all the stories behind those emails. Some of them or most of them was him asking the price of gadgets here but none of those messages checked how I was doing.

Then I checked my sent box. My replies were extremely pathetic. I cried last night when I read one of the emails I sent him. I felt my heart was literally hurting.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011 was an awesome year for me. I have achieved a lot of goals in different aspects of my life. I can’t thank God enough for the many blessings I received. 

In 2011:

1. I reached many milestones in my career. I got promoted.  I was transitioned to 3 different managers in a span of 2 quarters (which wasn’t a good thing).  I had my first ever business trip (rare opportunity at work) and a lot more.

2. I’ve been to Bali, Hong Kong and Macau. 

3. We moved to a bigger home and I’ve afforded an entire room for myself.

4. I completed the training phase at my volunteer work. 

5. I let go my biggest frustration in life. I waited another 7 months after the incident but haven’t heard from him. While I have no right to rebuke him that he gave up on our friendship, I have the right to express my anger. It may have left him angry too. Whatever it was, I gave up on figuring him out. Yes, I am and will probably remain bitter about it for sometime but this will pass.  

6. I finally faced a gyne to get myself checked out. 

I am looking forward to a greater 2012. I wish for: 

1. a raise!

2. good health for me and my family

3. continued blessings for my family, friends and relatives

4. map out my next big step out of Singapore

5. and hopefully to find the one! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. 

Huddles are boring

so are U

CHRISTMAS 2011 WISHLIST

Dear Santa,

Merry Christmas to you and your reindeers. 

I hope you’ll get to read my email this year. I’ve been sending you emails for the last 3 years but I keep receiving ‘Mailbox Full’ notifications. Please clear your inbox to accommodate mine. If you have some mailbox management issues, you can always turn to me for help. I’m pretty good at it. I can give you a free training if you want. :)

Anyway, I hope this one here won’t go to your spam folder.

Here’s my wishlist for this Christmas. You can have them delivered here in Singapore or in Leyte wherever is more convenient for you.

1. HAND PHONE - My phone got wet. I can’t use it anymore.

2. XBOX 360/KINECT - I want to develop an exercise habit at home. I gained 4 kilos since October. I have to lose at least 2 kilos. 

3, Swimwear - I am going to Bantayan in February. I need a new swimwear. 

4. Folding Umbrella - my umbrella is now rusty.

5. a new shoes - I just want one. 

6. Clothes, - anything from simple shirts to office attires. Padit purged my closet so my closet needs a refill. By the way, I gave them to charity. See, I’ve been good Santa.

7. Organizer for 2012 - With a month view, slightly smaller than a notebook. 

8. Bag from Forever21 - Their designs looks classy ( i think). 

9. colored pens from Smiggle - 

I’m keeping my list to 9. I know you’re preparing for next year’s economic downturn.

Expecting and thanking you in advance, 

Gillette

I knew that One Day is my story too. This scene is a reenactment of what happened in May.

Emma: Neither do I! I think I’m fucking marvelous if you only knew it, and I think you used to think so too! But if you don’t or if you’re going to to just take it for granted, then that’s fine. I’m just not prepared to be treated like this anymore. Like you always want to be somewhere else, with someone else. 

……….

Emma: Dexter, I love you so much. So, so much and I probably always will. I just don’t like you anymore. 

You became the standard by which I measured everyone who came along.

Satiate Me!

I was craving for cupcakes but I ended up eating fries and strawberry fudge. 

I shouldn’t be dining out when depressed. I spent 30 SGD but I  barely touched them. 

it feels like something needs to be fixed.

MYSELF